this has been nagging me for a while,but i have never told anyone.
not because i dont want them to know,its more like its not very important,you know?
what i have to confess about is that i am scared about the future,and i am scared that when my friends decide im not good enough for them,and leave me(i know that will happen!)
i will be all alone,and i wont make any more friends.
i have so many fears,: heights, deep water,being alone for a long time,
spiders,letting people know my feelings,big dogs,you name it,im scared of it!
sometimes my feelings go down so deep,it overtakes me and
i collapse on the floor,drowning the carpet with my salty tears. and thats all. i feel a lot better now.